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Rewriting My Story

In January 2017, my whole world came crashing down. I never dreamed I’d be bringing in the new year (or any time of year for that matter) in a psych ward. On the seventh day of my hospitalization, I was discharged. I was free to go back to the life I knew. The life that was comfortable and, although unhealthy, […]

Mental Illness: Is God to blame? (Bipolar I’s Perspective)

Some Christians may argue that, as people born into sin, we do deserve punishment. “But thank God,” they say, “thank God that we don’t get what we deserve.” Instead, we get peace when we’re confused, healing when we’re hurt, love when we’re unlovable, and the list goes on. But when you’re in the middle of the storm, waiting on the […]

Mental Illness: Is God to blame? (Bipolar II’s Perspective)

In one of my many discussions with my son, he matter-of-factly stated that he questions the existence of God. When asked to explain, he asked, if God exists why do bad things happen to people who have done nothing to deserve His punishment? This is coming from a young man who has hypertension that can only be controlled with medication. […]